Guidance???

I'm in a situation that I don't know how to handle - and I need to vent....

So - when I got with my current man - I was CONVINCED that he was my last, my one, my only. But.... I guess I wanted what that represented so badly I made myself believe that there was something there that isn't. I did honestly feel that heart-crushing love for two months and loved every-minute of it. But now I don't feel it. I find it harder every day to find some level to connect with him on. We are two VERY different people. I don't love him the way I should love some one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I don't really know what I should do either. I know he loves me - and I know that breaking up would hurt him badly, but I can't see staying with him and not being happy. I feel repressed.

Intellectually he is not my equal and it makes it really hard to have conversations about anything other than domestic things. That may sound horrible, but it's the truth, and sometimes the truth hurts. I love to read and he thinks its stupid - which is also a problem, reading is where knowledge comes from.

He's great with the baby - but he gets frustrated too easily and if some thing EVER happened to the little person.... well....let's just not go there.

I have love for him, but I'm not in love with him. I could very well see myself being friends with him, but not his wife.

I don't know what to do - I don't want to hurt him, but I don't want to be unhappy.....

This is also posted on my other blog - I posted it here too because I need some help here....

Soooo here it is =)

So I was reminded (read: reprimanded) yesterday about this blog. My aunt sent me an e-mail reminding me that I've been neglecting this poor thing. I suppose she's right - I have been. But in my defense - I was on vacation and - I try to post daily to my other blog.

Anyway....

Hmmm. Goings-on in our lives.....

Like I said - I took a short vacation this past weekend and went up to Redstone Arsenal, Alabama with the Bestie. We had a good time - sans kids. Missed the kid horribly, but managed to have a good time anyway. While I was away the Baby Crazy started doing more amazing stuff that I don't get to witness because it's all part of her evening/bedtime routine. But I'll share - because I'm not greedy. Apparently after dinner when they take her out of her high-chair she pushes it back to the wall where it lives. If you ask her if she's ready to take a bath she runs to the bathroom door (which is always shut) and removes her clothes. Also - if she's in her room playing and you're not there she'll come and get you and drag you by the finger and take you to her room. She's also started saying "Hello" every time she hears the front door close. Its hilarious! No more teeth yet - which I'm a little concerned about, but I suppose I wont worry about it until we see the pediatrician next - which may be soon if we can't get her off the milk of magnesia.

I got home and she was all snuggly and cuddly for like 2.5 seconds - but I suppose that's normal for her.

Oh - I did my taxes! Ok - so Mom did them, I watched her. Have you started getting your stuff together for yours???? Hmm??? Might want to get on that then. Lol.

Sooooo yeah. There it is. Thats all thats going on right now. I'll write more later/tomorrow.

Parenthood....

I'm feeling down today.... Check out the reasons why here

Because I'm lazy and don't feel like typing it all over again.....


Also - my blogroll has grown exponentially. One of these days I'm going to update it on here and add all the blogs I read. The ones that I really admire are already on here....

Sorry....

I know, I know.

I've been neglecting my poor blog.

However, if it's any comfort - we're boring. Nothing really has been going on.

Soooooo here's a quick HI!

and.... We're doing well!

Bye!

Facebook

Ladies and Gentleman.....

I am just now catching up on whats going on with Facebook and the breast-feeding pics issue. I have decided that I will be deleting my Facebook account because I am a supporter of breastfeeding and don't think that the pictures of women nursing should be deleted. Its rude - nursing is a natural and beautiful thing!!!!

A couple articles I found through another blog about the issue can be found here and here. Also here.

What say you???? Obscene or not??? And if you have Facebook, are you deleting???

Moving.

So.... We're moving.

It was a hard decision to make - but.... Now that it's been made, I feel WAY better.

We are now to be found at a previous address - Gigi Crazy's! (She's ABSOLUTELY thrilled, by the way!)

Christmas Pics!

Sword fighting Christmas Eve - This may become a new tradition!



Opening Baby Crazy's secret santa gift from our NNM friend Kristen! (Thank you again, by the way!)
Christmas Morning!
Yes, the shiny bow on the head was COMPLETELY necessary!
The haul from Gigi's house.

I think she had had enough of the camera at this point. Quite the face though, huh?


I know they're late. But they're up now. Certainly worth the wait in my opinion!